letting go . . .
There are moments when I feel as if I have somehow missed my children’s entire infancies.
Like I can’t remember them crawling or nursing or being seven pounds little.
When I see that wee baby in her mother’s arms at church
and I cannot call to mind London that minuscule.
What Piper Finn looked like at three months old feels like a mystery or how Hawkeye smelled after a bath when I held him in my arms wrapped in a towel.
I can’t remember.
And I think sometimes that I lean to bitterness,
to regret,
to shame.
And I know
I cannot give these thoughts a foothold,
a place.
Because all my regret does not preserve me.
It cannot save my today
nor rescue my tomorrow.
2 Comments
hannaH
that could be the most precious picture i have ever seen. and i dont throw the word precious around lightly.
quietgracesphotography
I always need this part of the gospel preached to me. 🙂
Oh, and I totally need little boy hairstyling/cutting tips. Sedryn has enough hair for that amazying 'do!