truth
Truth.
Something I am learning about truth is this.
Truth is still truth even if the spokesperson of that truth has sometimes neither lived nor believed that truth.
Because
truth
doesn’t require
my consent.
Truth doesn’t wait for me to act upon it to become truth.
You know how I am learning this?
By my husband and I being in the position of having to speak the truth we have not always lived to our eldest daughter.
This raising a teenager business . . . this dance of guiding and supporting, letting go and holding back . . . it’s the hardest.
Give me the dirtiest diaper you can throw at me.
In fact, throw it at me.
I’d take that
any day
over
these late night conversations
this other form of heartache
this burning, tumbling, not knowing
at this stage of the grand experiment that is Parenthood.
So we struggle
as parents
to gather the right words
to make the most of opportunities
to not overreact
to embrace empathy
to speak what we don’t always do
to speak what we didn’t always do when we looked more like her and less like us.
We place restrictions
make decisions
pull back the reigns
when we think it Biblical and sound.
I think we’re really
just trying to
make her world bigger
give her more perspective
teach her about the true grace and freedom found within the confines of obedience
direct her to self-censorship.
Try to figure out when to
step in
and when to
step back.
And
in the aftermath
she sometimes claims
that perhaps we might be
anti-technology
anti-the-way-things-are-today.
Oh.
It’s not about facebook, darling.
It’s never been about facebook.
It never has been.
It’s not about your cell phone.
It’s never been about your cell phone.
It never has been.
We are just funneling this truth down to you.
We know where you are
because
we have been there too.
5 Comments
Dawn
You are my kind of girl. Thank you for candidness. It is refreshing!
Chrissy
Hello! Found you through Sarah Markley, and just wanted to chime in. My son turned 20 earlier this month, and I'm here to tell you, it's harder NOW than it ever was when he was little. I SOOOOOO identify with and relate to everything you wrote here. Parenting is the hardest job in the world, isn't it?
Angie Dentler
So true! But yet, no matter how hard we try, sometimes they are just determined to discover their truth the hard way.
Gretchen
You are doing a fabulous job! I cannot even imagine the teenage years………but I know who I am going to ask advice from when I get there!!! You!!! G
LaceyKeigley
Oh – I do not know about that. You might want to be stacking up some other sources! haha